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Monday, May 3rd, 2010
7:02 pm
Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
no

When’s the last time you had fast food?
i dont know

Any life lessons you've learned recently?
yeah.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
yes.

Are you excited for winter?
no

Have you kissed or hugged anyone today?
no

Are you disappointed about anything?
yeah. yeah i am.

How many cellphones have you had?
1

Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
yeah

Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single?
no

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
yeah alot.

What's something that happened at 12 PM today?
school

Is there someone you will never forget?
yeah

What is something you currently want right now?
to forget about everything and start over

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
left

How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

Is life good?
no

How many people do you 100% trust?
0

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
idk

This survey gets a little personal, can you handle it?
this is a retarded question.

When were you last picked up from the ground?
i dont know

What are you doing right now?
this. homework. feeling stupid

Are you scared to fall in love?
no

How fast does your mood change?
it depends

I bet you missed someone today?
no i do not.

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
no

What were you doing at 4AM?
sleeping

Why do you call your grandma(s) what you call her?
i call her grandma because she most definitely NOT my grandma.

What are you listening to?
jobbykrust

Do you hate your ex?
no

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
in the end...

Do you have a best friend?
sure

Know anyone with the same birthday as you?
no

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
internets.

Do you smoke weed every day?
no. thats retarded.

Are you an alcoholic?
no fuck that.

Do you put ketchup on top of your fries or on the side?
side

Do you like to sleep?
yes.

How many tattoos do you have?
0

Are you a patient person?
sometimes

Were you happy when you woke up today?
the exact opposite

Burger King or Wendy's?
neither ew fuck that.

Who else is in the room with you?
boots

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
layer whatever i have according to how cold it is

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
i dont ride em

Macy's gift card or hollister gift card?
neither.

Where is your mom right now?
livingroom

Do you find piercings attractive?
yeah

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yes.

Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
no

How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed?
alot about alot of retarded stuff

Are you nice to everyone?
everyone who's nice to me

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yeah

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
abort it.

Do you use chap stick?
no

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
i thought he did.

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
no

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
yeah

Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?
stay inside. i'm not retarded.

Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
yeah

Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
no

Do you say sorry first?
only when i have something to be sorry about

What month were you born in?
may

What would you do if your bf/gf went through your phone?
i wouldnt care because i have nothing to hide but i would think he was kind of a dick for thinking i have shit to hide where he needs to go through my shit without asking

Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys/girls or not so much?
this is a retarded question.

Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2009?
no

Has school started for you yet?
not yet

Would you be willing to live with your best friend?
sure

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
depends

So far today has anyone told you that they loved you?
yeah

Do you say car-mel or car-A-mel?
carcrash

Do you think the more expensive shampoos/​​conditioners make a difference?
no

Are you uncomfortable with changing clothes in front of others?
yeah

Have you ever woken up and didn't know where you were?
no, i dont put myself in the position where thats a possibility

Can you sleep in total darkness?
yeah

Have you ever taken gymnastics?
no

Does it bother you when people touch your feet?
yeah it tickles

Whats something you really want right now?
something to do

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6:53 pm
Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?
no

What was the last thing that made you smile?
something tekiah said

Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on your body?
no i do not

Do you know your best friend's middle name?
christine

Are you a jealous person?
when i have to be

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
no

Are you someone who worries to much?
yes

Are your nails long or short?
short

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
it doesn't matter

What is on your wrists right now?
bracelets, handmade wristband from canada

Do you believe in love?
No

If you were kicked out, would your best friend let you live with them?
she lives with me already but i wouldn't get kicked out anyway

Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
no i was not

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Yes

Do you think two people in love can last forever?
No

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
most people do so yeah

How late did you stay up last night?
1ish

What color are your eyes?
green

What is the connection between the last person who called you?
i'm not sure who i called last

Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby today?
no

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
yeah but for a really retarded-ass reason. even though they ruined my weekend.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yes...and it should not have happened.

Are you sad about the last person to walk out of your life?
No

Is there anyone that hates you right now? Does that bother you?
Probably but i really don't care

What was your first thought this morning?
fuck my life.

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
i would wonder where she got a penis.

Will the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss be the same?
probably not.

How often do you sleep in?
not so much

What color are your pants?
black

If you found out your friend was smoking weed, would you be disappointed?
no. weed is not a big deal...at all. it is litterally the same thing as ciggarettes but not poisonous

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
make stuff

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
no not really

Have you kissed more than 2 people in 09?
no

Do you get drunk every weekend?
no i dont drink at all

Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
who knows.

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
yes. i sure do.

Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?
yes

Missing somebody?
no

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
only when they're a dumbass about it.

Lets say you get pregnant by number one on your top. What do you do?
ABANDON SHIP!!!!!!!

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
kind of yeah

Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
haha no.

Do you trust anyone completely?
myself

Were you single this summer?
no i was not

Last person to sleep in your bed besides you?
brad

Is anyone mad at you right now?
i dont care

What month were you born in?
may

Does anyone know every little detail about you?
no quite

Would you beat up anyone at the moment, if you absolutely had the chance?
yeah.

Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2009?
no

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
obviously not.

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
YES

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i already did.

Is there someone you are completely tangled up in?
?

What is your favorite thing about the beach?
everything

What do you daydream about the most?
alot of stuff

If you could run away to any place, where would you go?
canada or europe

How often is your smile fake?
i dont do that

Is there anything/​anyone you're losing faith in?
yes absolutley.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
a little bit ago

Who can make or break your day?
people i didn't expect to do that

What do you do during a thunderstorm?
Watch

Are you addicted to anything?
music, making stuff, candy

Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
paper

How many piercings do you have?
2. my ears only.

What is your biggest regret?
not figuring shit out sooner

Most recent regret though?
see above.

Do you like the band Taking Back Sunday?
NO

Describe your favorite shirt?
my destroy shirt

What color does your favorite pen write?
vagina (ditto)

Are you lying to yourself about something?
not any more.

Which do you like better: lilies or roses?
Lillies

What is your dog's name?
Boots

Is it hard for you to be happy for someone else?
no

Would you rather go camping or spend a day at the spa?
camping

Do you have a child?
no

What color is your telephone book?
i dont know

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
no

chicken or beef?
no

Do you like to wear formal wear?
not really

Do you like pale or bright colors more?
bright

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
yes. today.

What is your favorite song at the moment?
i have way too many

Have you ever taken a long trip alone?
no

Would you rather run or walk?
walk

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
yeah a few

Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
i bought then myself

Do you believe there are things that are truly indestructible?​
yes

Would you rather play sports or watch them?
neither, i dont like sports

What do you think of country music?
ew

Is love really worth fighting for?
no. especially when they never fought in the first place.

What is your favorite carnival ride?
i dont know, i like spinny ones, no roller-coasters

How often do you honestly cry?
when i'm sad/angry

Where do you go when you just need to get away?
wherever's quiet

Do your thoughts ever overtake your mind?
yes

What do you think of nude beaches?
no

Where is your best friend right now?
pants

Do you follow your head or your heart?
both

Do you leave your feelings unspoken?
no

What summer will you never forget?
every summer

Do you think there are different kinds of pain?
Yes

Have you ever felt completely broken?
yes

Do you ever feel trapped?
yes

Is your guard always up?
when it has to be

Have you ever lived a lie?
yes. i'm really a man.

What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
ones that aren't alcoholic

You see your ex and he/she tells you he misses you & you say?
sweet. i don't care.

Do you sing in the car?
sometimes

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
sometimes

Do you have any tattoos?
no

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
night

Were you single on your last birthday?
no

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6:44 pm
Name: Jasmine
Birthday: 05-01-1991
Birthplace: Portland, OR
Current Location: See Above
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, Italian, Swiss, Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans
Your Weakness: i have too many of these
Your Fears: Failiure, heights, hornets/wasps, my mom getting hurt while she's home by herself
Your Perfect Pizza: Hot Lips, or homemade
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: IDK
Thoughts First Waking Up: Time to get up!
Your Best Physical Feature: Hm, face stuff? IDK
Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired and fall asleep.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither. Yuck
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both are kind of icky
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee!
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: Sometimes when I'm by myself.
Do you Shower Daily: No
Have you Been in Love: i thought i was
Do you want to go to College: Starting Monday after next!!
Do you want to get Married:hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahha
Do you believe in yourself: I try to as best I can
Do you think you are Attractive: I don think Im ugly.
Are you a Health Freak: No, I try not to eat hideously though
Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Absolutely not.
In the past month have you Smoked: See above
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Fuck no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No :[
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: Don't think so?
Ever been Beaten up: No
Favourite Animal: Seahorses, Bats, Fennec Foxes
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Writer, artist
What country would you most like to Visit: I dont know. Alot of them. The only other country I've been to is Canada.
Favorite Color: Purple, Green, black, "earth tones"
Favorite Show: Family Guy & Tales From the Crypt
Favorite Movie: Too many
Favorite Book: I have no idea

I N A BOY:
Favorite Eye Color: no preference
Favorite Hair Color: no preference
Short or Long Hair: no preference
Height: shorter than me would be odd
Weight: preferably on the smaller side but whatever
Best Clothing Style: Whatever they feel like

#'S..:
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: I'm not sure
Number of Piercings: just my ears for now
Number of Tattoos: None right now
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'm not going to count that
Turn ons: Intellegence, respect, good sense of humor
Turn offs: Dishonesty, chauvanism

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6:39 pm
What is one thing about the last person you kissed?
Idk.

What was the last thing you spent money on?
food

Has anyone ever cheated on their boyfriend/ girlfriend with you?
no

When is the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
last night

What is on your mind?
how horrible my weekend was, how much i want shit to be over

Are you counting down for anything?
yes.

If you could go anywhere right now, where would it be?
anywhere but here

Does your hair have layers?
yeah sort of

Are your nails done?
no

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
i can't remember

Do you own anything that is tie-dyed?
no

Do you call it fall or autumn?
fall

What is something you are not looking forward to?
tonight, tomorrow, the next day, the day after that, etc.

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
no

Who/what is the last thing you kicked?
i dont know

What was the last thing put in your mouth?
soda.

When is the last time you had fast food?
i do not know

Who are you currently frustrated with?
who do you think.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
no

Are you texting anyone?
no

Are you excited for winter?
no

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
as a joke

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
pen

Have you kissed or hugged anyone lately?
yeah.

Are you disappointed about anything?
More than I've ever been.

Are your parents over the age of 40?
yes

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
no, only if they're weird about it

Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
yeah

Where are you?
my house

Can you honestly say you are ok right now?
that would be a huge lie.

Do you know all of your siblings?
yeah

Could you go out looking like you do now?
no.

When is the last time you saw the number one on your top friends?
today.

Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before?
yeah but i really don't give a shit.

Do any of your top friends have a tongue ring?
i dont think so no.

When will be the next time you text someone?
whenever somebody decides to text me.

How much money did you spend today?
none today.

What will you be doing tomorrow?
homework, sleep, cry, yell.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yeah

How do you feel about your hair right now?
i like it.

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Brad

What was the first thing you did this morning?
get out of the house.

What are you looking forward to right now?
there's nothing worth looking forward to right now.

Do you miss someone?
no

If you could go back in time and change something would you?
fuck yes.

What did you do today?
school, come home, finally get smart.

Have you ever done anything illegal?
i'm pretty sure everyone does/has. i drive over the speedlimit all the time.

Where will you be 5 hours from now?
here

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back?
yeah. it pisses me off.

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
no

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
no

What do you have to say about the first person you texted today?
nothing.

Do you want to get married?
no absolutely not.

Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship?
i really hope not.

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
"roommates"

Did your night suck last night?
yeah it did. it shoudl have been the best night of the year but i made the same mistake again and it was ruined.

What are you stressed out about?
life.

Whens the last time you had a headache?
i dont remember

Whats the one thing you do when you're mad?
there isnt a "one thing"

Did you have a good day?
no

If you could have a plane ticket to anywhere right now, where would you go?
anywhere

How did you get your last bruise?
i dont remember

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
probably shitty but i was too blind by loneliness to figure it out.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
yeah, already did that

When did you last laugh?
last night with my friends.

Sleep on your back or stomach?
both

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
both.

Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
yes. very.

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
yeah

What's one good thing about your best friend?
i have a couple

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
it depends

It's midnight. Who are you texting?
i dont know

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Tuesday, April 6th, 2010
8:41 pm - The Art of Boredom by Me
The Art Of Boredom
There’s nothing to do and nowhere to go. So, I’ll check my “to do” list again just to make double sure I did check off everything. It’s all checked off. Awesome. I know, I’ll see what’s on TV…boring, boring, no, boy that looks fun if I was five; everybody hates Raymond, isn’t there anything on? Besides sports and that wing nut on Fox News? I’d rather soak my eyeballs in salt water. Well, that was fun not watching TV. I guess it was nice thumb exercise.
I’ll go outside I guess. It’s not raining yet. Grab the dog, where are my shoes, where are my shoes, there are my shoes! Ah, leg itches. Oh it’s cold, jacket? Jacket? Found it. Oh, it’s so nice out! Nice out meaning it’s not pouring down rain. When lo and behold, pouring down rain, two blocks from the house. Sweet. Come on Boots, back inside. They don’t let you bring dogs into that park anyway.
It’s already two-thirty and I have done nothing with my day off. I guess I could go somewhere. How much money do I have? Nothing but twenty-seven cents and a wrinkled, expired Max ticket. What is there to drive to anyway? The mall? HA! Not even. The arcade? Done that about a thousand times this week. Everything else it either a grocery store or not fun when I’m by myself. Screw it, I just feel like staying home anyway.
Jesus, what time is it, four thirty? I haven’t eaten anything all day. What do we have? Cereal, muffin mix, and beef soup. Cereal sounds good! Oh but there’s no milk of any kind, so I can’t make muffins either. Plus, there aren’t any eggs or muffin cup things. Or I could have pasta I guess, but there’s no sauce. There’s only one piece of lasagna pasta anyway. Hm, well there are bananas, and a yogurt. A smoothie sounds good. But there’s no soy or almond milk so never mind. I’m so hungry, and I don’t have any money. I don’t really want to go grocery shopping either because I have no money. I don’t want to go to the bank because it’s a Friday evening and the bank is at the mall. I’d rather not be stuff in a traffic jam in a mall parking lot for two hours just to get twenty dollars out of the bank.
This is really lame. There is nothing to do, nowhere to go worth going, and nothing to eat. I wonder if anybody is available. Where’s my phone? Not on the counter. I’ll check my room. Not there, maybe it’s under here. Under the blankets? No. Over here? No. Under---oh that’s where that was! Oh, I feel it vibrate. Pocket. Someone calling me? No, alarm clock. I’ll text Megan, oh wait she’s at rugby. Brad? I bet he’s busy doing nothing, let’s see what he’s up to. “Text message sent!” waiting…waiting…waiting. No, he wants to stay home. Do I want to drive all the way? No, not really.
Well, I do have all of that stuff I need to sew. I’ll get all of that together. I’ll put this patch on this jacket, these on these pants, patch up these holes and sew some material to this jacket and this skirt. Oh, and this shirt is too big, I should resize that too. Finally I have something to do! I’ll just sew all of this stuff until dinnertime. Then I can watch good TV afterwards. All right, I need to pin everything how I want it. Okay that’s done and now I can sew. Wait, where did my thread go? That’s right, I ran out of every color but orange. Oh well, I’ll just hand sew everything. That will keep me busier anyway. Yeah, I’ll just do everything by hand…with the needles I completely left in Wilsonville. Crap! Oh that’s awesome; I’m out of floss anyway. Well, there goes that idea. Maybe I can just stud my vest up. I just got those in the mail. But where the pliers? Did dad take them to work? He probably did. Well, never mind that either.
I could go on the computer for the rest of the night. That’s always a good boredom buster. Lets see, MySpace is always a good start. But there’s nobody on. I don’t have any comments or messages. I don’t even like MySpace really. I’ll try Flickr. There’s nothing new on that. I don’t even take photos anymore. YouTube is not that great anymore. I’m too bored to even think of anything to look for. I guess I’ll just sit here for a while and turn on some music. My ITunes has so mush stuff on it; I don’t even know what to pick out. What do you know? I’m already back to being bored out of my mind in a matter of seconds. Nobody is at home, nothing is on, there’s nothing to do. Nothing nothing nothing.
I guess it’s back to sitting around on the couch trying to come up with something to do. Sitting, sighing the 500th long, drawn out, deep sigh; the sigh of indescribable boredom. How do I have nothing to do on my day off? Is this some kind of sick joke? Could I have planned this out any worse? Apparently it’s time to do the dishes mom says. “Clean the kitchen! Load the dishwasher.” At least she’s giving me something to do when I’m not in the middle of already doing something. I’m going to go lay in my room.
Boy, doing absolutely nothing all day is exhausting. This blanket is kind of cold. I’m glad I found this sweet bedspread. God I’m bored. I guess I could get up and play a video game. I only have one though. Eh, I don’t know if I really want to do that. Is there any ice cream in the freezer? No? Oh here’s vanilla and no chocolate sauce. Score, not! What time is it? Oh, two-thirty? Damn, and I have work tomorrow at eight AM. Time to go to bed now. Boy, what a day off.

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Monday, February 22nd, 2010
12:41 pm - Girl tries to convert her Indian friend
I can not even begin to point out the many many flaws with this video.

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Monday, February 15th, 2010
11:24 am - Looking to sell/get rid of stuff?
If anyone has any:
small(ish)band shirts (if they are big i can resize them so it's not really a problem)
a small bulletbelt
records
tapes
animal bones/​skulls/​teeth (preferably smaller than cow parts)
posters/flyers (music or political)
zines...
that you are trying to get rid of or you know someone looking to get rid of

i will purchase them from you if it's something i'm looking for. just send me photo and/or discription. I have a paypal so paying won't be a problem and there's a place near my house where i can get money orders. i'm open to prices, but not over $20 for one item, otherwise, whatever you want to sell it for is fine. also, it would be cool if you're within the states just because of shipping costs.

thanks!

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Sunday, January 31st, 2010
12:10 am - anyone who has tumblr
warrenofsnares.tumblr.com

is mine

i probably won't be on this very much

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Saturday, January 30th, 2010
11:00 pm - yesterday
so yesterday was fun
baby megan came over and we sewed
then we went down the street to retrieve a dead raccoon, buried it in my yard, then in like a week i'm gonna dig him back up, clean the bones, and use them for art/jewelry. its how to recycle.

i hate my job so much
i'm going to apply up the ass at new seasons or something until i get a second job lined up.

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Monday, January 11th, 2010
10:50 pm
God it's been forever since I posted anything so here's an update:
School started back up last week and so far so good. I have Writing 122, Human Relations, Drawing 2, and Public Speaking.

Work sucked ass today because of dumb bitch customers and all kinds of shit going wrong...

Got to hang out with Baby Megan a couple days ago and i taught her how to make patches from stencils...

Got a denim vest in the mail for free and now i'm working on it...

Starting a penpal thing...

So far, that's all i can think of

current mood: exhausted

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Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
5:15 pm - another survey
What is one thing about the last person you kissed?
He's the best person i know.

What was the last thing you spent money on?
vitamin water

Has anyone ever cheated on their boyfriend/ girlfriend with you?
no

When is the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
last time i watched a movie

What is on your mind?
the skinny puppy show, homework, work.

Are you counting down for anything?
I was, i went, it was amazing. next paycheck?

If you could go anywhere right now, where would it be?
downtown

Does your hair have layers?
yeah sort of

Are your nails done?
no

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
karen from work

Do you own anything that is tie-dyed?
no

Do you call it fall or autumn?
fall

What is something you are not looking forward to?
the bitter-cold weather, working during the week of thanksgiving

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
no

Who/what is the last thing you kicked?
i dont know

What was the last thing put in your mouth?
fingernail

When is the last time you had fast food?
i do not know

Who are you currently frustrated with?
school, work.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
no

Are you texting anyone?
no

Are you excited for winter?
kind of

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
as a joke

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
a crayon

Have you kissed or hugged anyone lately?
sure?

Are you disappointed about anything?
i guess

Are your parents over the age of 40?
yes

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
no, only if they're weird about it

Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
yeah

Where are you?
my house

Can you honestly say you are ok right now?
i'm ALRIGHT

Do you know all of your siblings?
yeah

Could you go out looking like you do now?
yeah

When is the last time you saw the number one on your top friends?
a couple days ago

Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before?
yeah, i would imagine

Do any of your top friends have a tongue ring?
i dont think so no.

When will be the next time you text someone?
whenever somebody decides to text me.

How much money did you spend today?
.25 cents

What will you be doing tomorrow?
school, work, sleep.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yeah

How do you feel about your hair right now?
i want to trim it. i also want to dye it but that's out of the question.

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
i'm not in a bad mood really

What was the first thing you did this morning?
got up, finished school work, made an egg salad sandwich.

What are you looking forward to right now?
i'm not sure

Do you miss someone?
yeah kind of

If you could go back in time and change something would you?
yeah

What did you do today?
homework, egg salad, school, this

Have you ever done anything illegal?
i'm pretty sure everyone does/has. i drive over the speedlimit all the time.

Where will you be 5 hours from now?
here

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back?
yeah. it pisses me off.

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
no

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
sure?

What do you have to say about the first person you texted today?
i dont know, whatever.

Do you want to get married?
No, i really dont. there's no point. just be with the person you want to be with.

Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship?
sure

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
"roommates"

Did your night suck last night?
it was just boring and i procrastinated a fuckton.

What are you stressed out about?
This essay i'm trying to do

Whens the last time you had a headache?
i dont remember

Whats the one thing you do when you're mad?
there isnt a "one thing"

Did you have a good day?
it was ok

If you could have a plane ticket to anywhere right now, where would you go?
anywhere

How did you get your last bruise?
skinny puppy

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
? fine

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
yeah, already did that

When did you last laugh?
i dont know, today i think

Sleep on your back or stomach?
both

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
both.

Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
yeah

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
yeah

What's one good thing about your best friend?
i have a couple

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
it depends

It's midnight. Who are you texting?
it depends on what i'm doing

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Saturday, October 17th, 2009
3:06 pm - Employment
I just started work as a Seafood Clerk at Safeway
Part time
We'll see how this goes

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Thursday, October 8th, 2009
6:37 pm - Update...plus some photos
this day was the second wasted year of my life.

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Friday, September 18th, 2009
7:05 pm - bjkvskds0tr80ewgjifoe vu
Name: Jasmine
Birthday: 05-01-1991
Birthplace: Portland, OR
Current Location: See Above
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, Italian, Swiss, Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans
Your Weakness: Sweets, Brad putting his arms around me, no matter how angry I am at him
Your Fears: Failiure, heights, hornets/wasps, my mom getting hurt while she's home by herself
Your Perfect Pizza: Hot Lips, or homemade
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: IDK
Thoughts First Waking Up: Time to get up!
Your Best Physical Feature: Hm, face stuff? IDK
Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired and fall asleep.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither. Yuck
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both are kind of icky
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee!
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: Sometimes when I'm by myself.
Do you Shower Daily: No
Have you Been in Love: I am right now!
Do you want to go to College: Starting Monday after next!!
Do you want to get Married: I think that if you want to be with someone and you really love them, you dont need a legal document to remember, show , or prove how much you love them.
Do you believe in yourself: I try to as best I can
Do you think you are Attractive: I don think Im ugly.
Are you a Health Freak: No, I try not to eat hideously though
Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Absolutely no.
In the past month have you Smoked: See above
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Fuck no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes. Went to the arcade with my Bee
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No :[
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: Don't think so?
Ever been Beaten up: No
Favourite Animal: Seahorses, Bats, Fennec Foxes
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Writer, artist
What country would you most like to Visit: I dont know. Alot of them. The only other country I've been to is Canada.
Favorite Color: Purple, Green, black, "earth tones"
Favorite Show: Family Guy & Tales From the Crypt
Favorite Movie: Too many
Favorite Book: I have no idea

I N A BOY:
Favorite Eye Color: Whatever color Brad's are. They're gorgeous and I've never seen a color like it
Favorite Hair Color: No preference
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Tall
Weight: Scrawny
Best Clothing Style: Whatever they feel like

#'S..:
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: I'm not sure
Number of Piercings: just my ears for now
Number of Tattoos: None right now
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'm not going to count that
Turn ons: Intellegence, respect, good sense of humor
Turn offs: Dishonesty, chauvanism

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Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
7:54 pm
nothing is fucking fair
i have no faith in humanity...







Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?
no

What was the last thing that made you smile?
Bradley

Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on your body?
no i do not

Do you know your best friend's middle name?
christine

Are you a jealous person?
when i have to be

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
no

Are you someone who worries to much?
yes

Are your nails long or short?
short

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
a couple minutes ago :]

What is on your wrists right now?
bracelets, handmade wristband from canada

Do you believe in love?
yes

If you were kicked out, would your best friend let you live with them?
she lives with me already but i wouldn't get kicked out anyway

Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
no i was not

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
no

Do you think two people in love can last forever?
it depends.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
most people do so yeah

How late did you stay up last night?
1ish

What color are your eyes?
green

What is the connection between the last person who called you?
i'm not sure who i called last

Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby today?
yes

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
no

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yes...and it should not have happened.

Are you sad about the last person to walk out of your life?
i dont think so?

Is there anyone that hates you right now? Does that bother you?
i have no idea. not really

What was your first thought this morning?
time to get up

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
i would wonder where she got a penis.

Will the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss be the same?
hell yes.

How often do you sleep in?
weekends and the summer

What color are your pants?
black

If you found out your friend was smoking weed, would you be disappointed?
no. weed is not a big deal...at all. it is litterally the same thing as ciggarettes but not poisonous

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
make stuff

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes

Have you kissed more than 2 people in 09?
no

Do you get drunk every weekend?
no i dont drink at all

Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
probably for me to come get them so we can hang out

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
yes. i sure do.

Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?
yes

Missing somebody?
nope he's rite here! :]

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
hahahahahaha i would be afraid he would kill me. no just kidding

Lets say you get pregnant by number one on your top. What do you do?
ABANDON SHIP!!!!!!!

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
kind of yeah

Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
yes

Do you trust anyone completely?
myself and aaron and brad and my mom

Were you single this summer?
no i was not

Last person to sleep in your bed besides you?
brad

Is anyone mad at you right now?
no?

What month were you born in?
may

Does anyone know every little detail about you?
no quite

Would you beat up anyone at the moment, if you absolutely had the chance?
FUCK YES.

Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2009?
no

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
maybe

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
YES

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i already did.

Is there someone you are completely tangled up in?
?

What is your favorite thing about the beach?
everything

What do you daydream about the most?
alot of stuff

If you could run away to any place, where would you go?
canada or europe

How often is your smile fake?
i dont do that

Is there anything/​anyone you're losing faith in?
yes absolutley.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
a little bit ago

Who can make or break your day?
shitty people doing shitty things to the people i love & whether or not they get away with it

What do you do during a thunderstorm?
Watch

Are you addicted to anything?
music, making stuff, candy

Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
paper

How many piercings do you have?
2. my ears only.

What is your biggest regret?
i dont know

Most recent regret though?
i dont know

Do you like the band Taking Back Sunday?
NO

Describe your favorite shirt?
antischism, black, man with a gun

What color does your favorite pen write?
vagina

Are you lying to yourself about something?
no

Which do you like better: lilies or roses?
Lillies

What is your dog's name?
Boots

Is it hard for you to be happy for someone else?
no

Would you rather go camping or spend a day at the spa?
camping

Do you have a child?
no

What color is your telephone book?
i dont know

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
no

chicken or beef?
no

Do you like to wear formal wear?
not really

Do you like pale or bright colors more?
bright

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
yes. today.

What is your favorite song at the moment?
i have way too many

Have you ever taken a long trip alone?
no

Would you rather run or walk?
walk

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
yeah a few

Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
i bought then myself

Do you believe there are things that are truly indestructible?
yes

Would you rather play sports or watch them?
neither, i dont like sports

What do you think of country music?
ew

Is love really worth fighting for?
you shouldnt have to fight, unless the one you love is being hurt, then you can fight for them

What is your favorite carnival ride?
i dont know, i like sminny ones, no roller-coasters

How often do you honestly cry?
when i'm sad/angry

Where do you go when you just need to get away?
wherever's quiet

Do your thoughts ever overtake your mind?
yes

What do you think of nude beaches?
no

Where is your best friend right now?
pants

Do you follow your head or your heart?
both

Do you leave your feelings unspoken?
no

What summer will you never forget?
every summer

Do you think there are different kinds of pain?
Yes

Have you ever felt completely broken?
yes

Who did you last say "I love you" to?
brad

Do you ever feel trapped?
yes

Is your guard always up?
when it has to be

Have you ever lived a lie?
yes. i'm really a man.

What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
ones that aren't alcoholic

You see your ex and he/she tells you he misses you & you say?
ok?

Do you sing in the car?
sometimes

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
sometimes

Do you have any tattoos?
no

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
night

Were you single on your last birthday?
no


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Wednesday, September 9th, 2009
9:23 pm - gdrst r5et456tsghres
well this is fun...pause not.
worked at the oregon state fair
yay
making stuff
gov blown off, whatever
Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
naddada

When’s the last time you had fast food?
if jamba juice counts, a couple days ago

Any life lessons you've learned recently?
yeah.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no

Are you excited for winter?
no

Have you kissed or hugged anyone today?
yeah

Are you disappointed about anything?
yeah. yeah i am.

How many cellphones have you had?
1

Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
yeah

Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single?
no

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
yeah alot.

What's something that happened at 12 PM today?
absolutley fucking nothing of importance.

Is there someone you will never forget?
yeah

What is something you currently want right now?
for mom to get off the tv so i can sew & watch the movies i rented

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
did some shit for my mom.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
1-4

Is life good?
its ok

How many people do you 100% trust?
0

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
idk

This survey gets a little personal, can you handle it?
this is a retarded question.

When were you last picked up from the ground?
i dont know

What are you doing right now?
this. eating. being mad.

Are you scared to fall in love?
no

How fast does your mood change?
it depends

I bet you missed someone today?
no

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
sure

What were you doing at 4AM?
sleeping

Why do you call your grandma(s) what you call her?
i call her grandma because she most definitely NOT my grandma.

What are you listening to?
tv, printer printing

Do you hate your ex?
no

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends on what they did

Do you have a best friend?
sure

Know anyone with the same birthday as you?
no

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
internets.

Do you smoke weed every day?
no. thats retarded.

Are you an alcoholic?
no fuck that.

Do you put ketchup on top of your fries or on the side?
side

Do you like to sleep?
yes.

How many tattoos do you have?
0

Are you a patient person?
sometimes

Were you happy when you woke up today?
sure

Burger King or Wendy's?
neither ew fuck that.

Who else is in the room with you?
finklestein.

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
layer whatever i have according to how cold it is

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
i dont ride em

Macy's gift card or hollister gift card?
neither.

Where is your mom right now?
livingroom

Do you find piercings attractive?
yeah

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yes.

Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
sure

How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed?
i dont know

Are you nice to everyone?
everyone who's nice to me

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yeah

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
i dont know

Do you use chap stick?
no

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
yeah

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
no

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
yeah

Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?
stay inside. i'm not retarded.

Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
yeah

Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
no

Do you say sorry first?
only when i have something to be sorry about

What month were you born in?
may

What would you do if your bf/gf went through your phone?
i wouldnt care because i have nothing to hide but i would think he was kind of a dick for thinking i have shit to hide where he needs to go through my shit without asking

Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys/girls or not so much?
this is a retarded question.

Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2009?
no

Has school started for you yet?
not yet

Would you be willing to live with your best friend?
sure

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
depends

So far today has anyone told you that they loved you?
yeah

Do you say car-mel or car-A-mel?
carcrash

Do you think the more expensive shampoos/​​conditioners make a difference?
no

Are you uncomfortable with changing clothes in front of others?
yeah

Have you ever woken up and didn't know where you were?
no, i dont put myself in the position where thats a possibility

Can you sleep in total darkness?
yeah

Have you ever taken gymnastics?
no

Does it bother you when people touch your feet?
yeah it tickles

Whats something you really want right now?
something to do


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Friday, July 24th, 2009
11:17 pm
i'm in canada
10 days
4 to go
its amazing. 
i love victoria so much. however, on my 2nd day year my source of cash was cut off. i'm still having fun though. darth vader played Banned From The Pubs on violin for me. i watched a bunch of street performers, walked a shitload, and ate a bunch of food. foods better here than in oregon, hands down, except for the strawberries. there arent any punk shows though. atleast there arent any i know of and i've only seen like 2 or 3 punk kids the whole time. found a bunch of comic book stores and 2 record stores. drinking and smoing age is 19 apparently.

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11:12 pm


Be quick as u can. U have 3 sec for each answer to honestly put what comes to mind. . . never know what ur sub-conscious may be telling U. . give it a try, remember 3 sec's.
1. I need a cigarette: no you dont
2. Sex: male
3. Relationships: love
4. Your Last Ex: skinny
5. Power: thirst
6. Marijuana: ew
7. Crack: fail
8. Food: hlove/hate relationships
9. This President: WAAAAAAAAAY better than the last one
10. War: death
11. Cars: vroom
12. Gas Prices: rediculous
13. Halloween: candy
14. Bon Jovi: awful
15. Religion: enabler
16. MySpace: vanity
17. Worst Fear: loss
18. Marriage: fails
19. Fashion: narsicism
20. Brunettes: brown
21. Redheads: red
22: Work: not yet
23: Pass the time: dont waste
24: Football: stupid
25: One night Stands: retarded
26: Pixie Stix: i've had too many
27: Vanilla Ice: douche
29: Porta Potties: disease
30: High school: lonley
31: Pajamas: with the feet
32. Wood: dead trees
33. Surfers: hawaii
34. Picture: film
35. First Love: not sure

 




current mood: bored

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Thursday, July 9th, 2009
9:55 pm
bored. very bored. hanging out with seth (who just got into town) tomorrow downtown w/ or w/out pugsly.  i'm bored and nobody wants to hang out so heres a survey


survey )

I've gone through a bunch of my graduation present money but i'm getting money for making patches, selling a couple copies of my zine, and then i'm doing a garage sale. I also have been hoarding a bunch of change and i made 3 or 4 necklaces and 2 purse things to sell. I'm gonna start making a bunch of shit again like i planned. at least two things a day.

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Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
3:07 am
1. Something purple within 5 feet of you: a CD case
2. The sexiest item of clothing you own: my longjohns. deffinitely sexy.
3. Your nails were last painted: i'm not sure, red?
4. The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave? food
5. How much Japanese do you know: a couple really common words
6. Do you look good in yellow? it depends
7. Do you sing? as a joke
8. Ever danced naked in front of a crowd? no that would be dumb
9. Do you spit? yeah
10. Is your hair long enough to chew on? i think so
11. Least favorite color? pastel colors
12. Ever had Dippin' Dots? yeah
13. Ever played an instrument? yeah, are you joking?
14. Ever had a H2O massage? no
15. Do you believe in Big Foot? no
16. Ever been to a palm reader: no
17. Last Pez dispenser you purchased? no
18. Have you had sex in your current car? no
19. Did you have a good weekend? no
20. Current yearning? to be employed
21. Have you ever had a black eye? no
22. How is today going for you? awkward
23. Any plans for tonight? sew
24. Ever photograph something that was dead? yeah
25. Are you ready for Thanksgiving? no it's june.
26. Ever given someone a Full-Body oil massage? yeah, he walked for over 7 hours nostop in the rain with an asshole, it was the least i could do
27. Do you find the Smurfs sexy? hell yes
28. Current disappointment: i'm not the only one still awake

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