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Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
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5:15 pm - another survey
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What is one thing about the last person you kissed? He's the best person i know.
What was the last thing you spent money on? vitamin water
Has anyone ever cheated on their boyfriend/ girlfriend with you? no
When is the last time you fell asleep watching a movie? last time i watched a movie
What is on your mind? the skinny puppy show, homework, work.
Are you counting down for anything? I was, i went, it was amazing. next paycheck?
If you could go anywhere right now, where would it be? downtown
Does your hair have layers? yeah sort of
Are your nails done? no
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? karen from work
Do you own anything that is tie-dyed? no
Do you call it fall or autumn? fall
What is something you are not looking forward to? the bitter-cold weather, working during the week of thanksgiving
Are you feeling guilty about anything right now? no
Who/what is the last thing you kicked? i dont know
What was the last thing put in your mouth? fingernail
When is the last time you had fast food? i do not know
Who are you currently frustrated with? school, work.
Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you? no
Are you texting anyone? no
Are you excited for winter? kind of
Have you ever slapped someone in the face? as a joke
What is the closest thing to you that is blue? a crayon
Have you kissed or hugged anyone lately? sure?
Are you disappointed about anything? i guess
Are your parents over the age of 40? yes
Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you? no, only if they're weird about it
Are you any different now than you were a year ago? yeah
Where are you? my house
Can you honestly say you are ok right now? i'm ALRIGHT
Do you know all of your siblings? yeah
Could you go out looking like you do now? yeah
When is the last time you saw the number one on your top friends? a couple days ago
Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before? yeah, i would imagine
Do any of your top friends have a tongue ring? i dont think so no.
When will be the next time you text someone? whenever somebody decides to text me.
How much money did you spend today? .25 cents
What will you be doing tomorrow? school, work, sleep.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot? yeah
How do you feel about your hair right now? i want to trim it. i also want to dye it but that's out of the question.
Who do you blame for your bad mood today? i'm not in a bad mood really
What was the first thing you did this morning? got up, finished school work, made an egg salad sandwich.
What are you looking forward to right now? i'm not sure
Do you miss someone? yeah kind of
If you could go back in time and change something would you? yeah
What did you do today? homework, egg salad, school, this
Have you ever done anything illegal? i'm pretty sure everyone does/has. i drive over the speedlimit all the time.
Where will you be 5 hours from now? here
Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back? yeah. it pisses me off.
Today did you hug a person you have feelings for? no
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now? sure?
What do you have to say about the first person you texted today? i dont know, whatever.
Do you want to get married? No, i really dont. there's no point. just be with the person you want to be with.
Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship? sure
Would you rather have roommates or live alone? "roommates"
Did your night suck last night? it was just boring and i procrastinated a fuckton.
What are you stressed out about? This essay i'm trying to do
Whens the last time you had a headache? i dont remember
Whats the one thing you do when you're mad? there isnt a "one thing"
Did you have a good day? it was ok
If you could have a plane ticket to anywhere right now, where would you go? anywhere
How did you get your last bruise? skinny puppy
Think back in February, how was your love life then? ? fine
Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months? yeah, already did that
When did you last laugh? i dont know, today i think
Sleep on your back or stomach? both
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? both.
Is there something you regret and wish you could take back? yeah
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles? yeah
What's one good thing about your best friend? i have a couple
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night? it depends
It's midnight. Who are you texting? it depends on what i'm doing
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| Saturday, October 17th, 2009
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3:06 pm - Employment
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| Thursday, October 8th, 2009
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6:37 pm - Update...plus some photos
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Yesterday Brad and I celebrated 2 years of being together. We went to the park, went to Sheri's and ate + used a $10 off cupon, and then went to go see Zombieland. We finnished the night by relaxing on the couch then going to bed. We found a dead bird at the park and wanted to take it home so i could use the skeleton/feathers, but we didn't have anything to put it in. ( Read more... )
Jesus christ! Then today I was at school eatting lunch and this guy I knew from this College Success thing I took a week before school came and sat next to me. We were just talking and whatnot, not very much, just small talk, plus all of the other tables were full. Then he starts going on about "oh i was in prizon for 14 years." and I was lik e"?!?!?!?!?...ok....dude...." then he continues with "yeah, i was a violent criminal. I murdered someone." I didnt even know what to say. It was just so weird, and CREEPY. Why would you just randomly tell someone you're a convicted murderer like it was no big deal???
current music: Deadfly Ensemble-Horse on the Moor
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| Friday, September 18th, 2009
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7:05 pm - bjkvskds0tr80ewgjifoe vu
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Name: Jasmine Birthday: 05-01-1991 Birthplace: Portland, OR Current Location: See Above Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'3" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish, Italian, Swiss, Native American The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans Your Weakness: Sweets, Brad putting his arms around me, no matter how angry I am at him Your Fears: Failiure, heights, hornets/wasps, my mom getting hurt while she's home by herself Your Perfect Pizza: Hot Lips, or homemade Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: IDK Thoughts First Waking Up: Time to get up! Your Best Physical Feature: Hm, face stuff? IDK Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired and fall asleep. Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither. Yuck Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both are kind of icky Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee! Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Sometimes when I'm by myself. Do you Shower Daily: No Have you Been in Love: I am right now! Do you want to go to College: Starting Monday after next!! Do you want to get Married: I think that if you want to be with someone and you really love them, you dont need a legal document to remember, show , or prove how much you love them. Do you believe in yourself: I try to as best I can Do you think you are Attractive: I don think Im ugly. Are you a Health Freak: No, I try not to eat hideously though Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Absolutely no. In the past month have you Smoked: See above In the past month have you been on Drugs: Fuck no. In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes. Went to the arcade with my Bee In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No :[ In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes In the past month have you been on Stage: No In the past month have you been Dumped: No In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No Ever been Drunk: No Ever been called a Tease: Don't think so? Ever been Beaten up: No Favourite Animal: Seahorses, Bats, Fennec Foxes Ever Shoplifted: No How do you want to Die: Peacefully What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Writer, artist What country would you most like to Visit: I dont know. Alot of them. The only other country I've been to is Canada. Favorite Color: Purple, Green, black, "earth tones" Favorite Show: Family Guy & Tales From the Crypt Favorite Movie: Too many Favorite Book: I have no idea
I N A BOY: Favorite Eye Color: Whatever color Brad's are. They're gorgeous and I've never seen a color like it Favorite Hair Color: No preference Short or Long Hair: Short Height: Tall Weight: Scrawny Best Clothing Style: Whatever they feel like
#'S..: Number of Drugs I have taken: 0 Number of CDs I own: I'm not sure Number of Piercings: just my ears for now Number of Tattoos: None right now Number of things in my Past I Regret: I'm not going to count that Turn ons: Intellegence, respect, good sense of humor Turn offs: Dishonesty, chauvanism
current music: Antisect
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| Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
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7:54 pm
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nothing is fucking fair i have no faith in humanity...
Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship? no
What was the last thing that made you smile? Bradley
Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on your body? no i do not
Do you know your best friend's middle name? christine
Are you a jealous person? when i have to be
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? no
Are you someone who worries to much? yes
Are your nails long or short? short
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? a couple minutes ago :]
What is on your wrists right now? bracelets, handmade wristband from canada
Do you believe in love? yes
If you were kicked out, would your best friend let you live with them? she lives with me already but i wouldn't get kicked out anyway
Think back 5 months ago, were you single? no i was not
Do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed
Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl? no
Do you think two people in love can last forever? it depends.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot? most people do so yeah
How late did you stay up last night? 1ish
What color are your eyes? green
What is the connection between the last person who called you? i'm not sure who i called last
Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby today? yes
Is the last person you kissed mad at you? no
Has anyone disappointed you recently? yes...and it should not have happened.
Are you sad about the last person to walk out of your life? i dont think so?
Is there anyone that hates you right now? Does that bother you? i have no idea. not really
What was your first thought this morning? time to get up
What if you had a baby with the last person you texted? i would wonder where she got a penis.
Will the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss be the same? hell yes.
How often do you sleep in? weekends and the summer
What color are your pants? black
If you found out your friend was smoking weed, would you be disappointed? no. weed is not a big deal...at all. it is litterally the same thing as ciggarettes but not poisonous
Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? make stuff
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes
Have you kissed more than 2 people in 09? no
Do you get drunk every weekend? no i dont drink at all
Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for? probably for me to come get them so we can hang out
Do you have any weird inside jokes? yes. i sure do.
Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette? yes
Missing somebody? nope he's rite here! :]
If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care? hahahahahaha i would be afraid he would kill me. no just kidding
Lets say you get pregnant by number one on your top. What do you do? ABANDON SHIP!!!!!!!
Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? kind of yeah
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without? yes
Do you trust anyone completely? myself and aaron and brad and my mom
Were you single this summer? no i was not
Last person to sleep in your bed besides you? brad
Is anyone mad at you right now? no?
What month were you born in? may
Does anyone know every little detail about you? no quite
Would you beat up anyone at the moment, if you absolutely had the chance? FUCK YES.
Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2009? no
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? maybe
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? YES
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? i already did.
Is there someone you are completely tangled up in? ?
What is your favorite thing about the beach? everything
What do you daydream about the most? alot of stuff
If you could run away to any place, where would you go? canada or europe
How often is your smile fake? i dont do that
Is there anything/anyone you're losing faith in? yes absolutley.
When was the last time you completely broke down? a little bit ago
Who can make or break your day? shitty people doing shitty things to the people i love & whether or not they get away with it
What do you do during a thunderstorm? Watch
Are you addicted to anything? music, making stuff, candy
Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? paper
How many piercings do you have? 2. my ears only.
What is your biggest regret? i dont know
Most recent regret though? i dont know
Do you like the band Taking Back Sunday? NO
Describe your favorite shirt? antischism, black, man with a gun
What color does your favorite pen write? vagina
Are you lying to yourself about something? no
Which do you like better: lilies or roses? Lillies
What is your dog's name? Boots
Is it hard for you to be happy for someone else? no
Would you rather go camping or spend a day at the spa? camping
Do you have a child? no
What color is your telephone book? i dont know
Is there someone who continuously lets you down? no
chicken or beef? no
Do you like to wear formal wear? not really
Do you like pale or bright colors more? bright
Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely? yes. today.
What is your favorite song at the moment? i have way too many
Have you ever taken a long trip alone? no
Would you rather run or walk? walk
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly? yeah a few
Where did you get the pants you are wearing from? i bought then myself
Do you believe there are things that are truly indestructible? yes
Would you rather play sports or watch them? neither, i dont like sports
What do you think of country music? ew
Is love really worth fighting for? you shouldnt have to fight, unless the one you love is being hurt, then you can fight for them
What is your favorite carnival ride? i dont know, i like sminny ones, no roller-coasters
How often do you honestly cry? when i'm sad/angry
Where do you go when you just need to get away? wherever's quiet
Do your thoughts ever overtake your mind? yes
What do you think of nude beaches? no
Where is your best friend right now? pants
Do you follow your head or your heart? both
Do you leave your feelings unspoken? no
What summer will you never forget? every summer
Do you think there are different kinds of pain? Yes
Have you ever felt completely broken? yes
Who did you last say "I love you" to? brad
Do you ever feel trapped? yes
Is your guard always up? when it has to be
Have you ever lived a lie? yes. i'm really a man.
What is your favorite alcoholic drink? ones that aren't alcoholic
You see your ex and he/she tells you he misses you & you say? ok?
Do you sing in the car? sometimes
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong? sometimes
Do you have any tattoos? no
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? night
Were you single on your last birthday? no
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| Wednesday, September 9th, 2009
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9:23 pm - gdrst r5et456tsghres
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well this is fun...pause not. worked at the oregon state fair yay making stuff gov blown off, whatever Are you feeling guilty about anything right now? naddada
When’s the last time you had fast food? if jamba juice counts, a couple days ago
Any life lessons you've learned recently? yeah.
Will your next kiss be a mistake? no
Are you excited for winter? no
Have you kissed or hugged anyone today? yeah
Are you disappointed about anything? yeah. yeah i am.
How many cellphones have you had? 1
Do you believe that there’s good in everybody? yeah
Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single? no
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it? yeah alot.
What's something that happened at 12 PM today? absolutley fucking nothing of importance.
Is there someone you will never forget? yeah
What is something you currently want right now? for mom to get off the tv so i can sew & watch the movies i rented
What was the first thing you did when you woke up? did some shit for my mom.
How many pillows do you sleep with? 1-4
Is life good? its ok
How many people do you 100% trust? 0
Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? idk
This survey gets a little personal, can you handle it? this is a retarded question.
When were you last picked up from the ground? i dont know
What are you doing right now? this. eating. being mad.
Are you scared to fall in love? no
How fast does your mood change? it depends
I bet you missed someone today? no
Can you honestly say you're okay right now? sure
What were you doing at 4AM? sleeping
Why do you call your grandma(s) what you call her? i call her grandma because she most definitely NOT my grandma.
What are you listening to? tv, printer printing
Do you hate your ex? no
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? it depends on what they did
Do you have a best friend? sure
Know anyone with the same birthday as you? no
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now? internets.
Do you smoke weed every day? no. thats retarded.
Are you an alcoholic? no fuck that.
Do you put ketchup on top of your fries or on the side? side
Do you like to sleep? yes.
How many tattoos do you have? 0
Are you a patient person? sometimes
Were you happy when you woke up today? sure
Burger King or Wendy's? neither ew fuck that.
Who else is in the room with you? finklestein.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies? layer whatever i have according to how cold it is
Are you afraid of roller coasters? i dont ride em
Macy's gift card or hollister gift card? neither.
Where is your mom right now? livingroom
Do you find piercings attractive? yeah
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? yes.
Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care? sure
How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed? i dont know
Are you nice to everyone? everyone who's nice to me
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yeah
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? i dont know
Do you use chap stick? no
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you? yeah
Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating? no
Do you have any weird inside jokes? yeah
Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do? stay inside. i'm not retarded.
Has anyone laid on your bed besides you? yeah
Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life? no
Do you say sorry first? only when i have something to be sorry about
What month were you born in? may
What would you do if your bf/gf went through your phone? i wouldnt care because i have nothing to hide but i would think he was kind of a dick for thinking i have shit to hide where he needs to go through my shit without asking
Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys/girls or not so much? this is a retarded question.
Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2009? no
Has school started for you yet? not yet
Would you be willing to live with your best friend? sure
Think a lot before you fall asleep? depends
So far today has anyone told you that they loved you? yeah
Do you say car-mel or car-A-mel? carcrash
Do you think the more expensive shampoos/conditioners make a difference? no
Are you uncomfortable with changing clothes in front of others? yeah
Have you ever woken up and didn't know where you were? no, i dont put myself in the position where thats a possibility
Can you sleep in total darkness? yeah
Have you ever taken gymnastics? no
Does it bother you when people touch your feet? yeah it tickles
Whats something you really want right now? something to do
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| Friday, July 24th, 2009
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11:17 pm
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i'm in canada 10 days 4 to go its amazing. i love victoria so much. however, on my 2nd day year my source of cash was cut off. i'm still having fun though. darth vader played Banned From The Pubs on violin for me. i watched a bunch of street performers, walked a shitload, and ate a bunch of food. foods better here than in oregon, hands down, except for the strawberries. there arent any punk shows though. atleast there arent any i know of and i've only seen like 2 or 3 punk kids the whole time. found a bunch of comic book stores and 2 record stores. drinking and smoing age is 19 apparently.
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11:12 pm
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Be quick as u can. U have 3 sec for each answer to honestly put what comes to mind. . . never know what ur sub-conscious may be telling U. . give it a try, remember 3 sec's. 1. I need a cigarette: no you dont 2. Sex: male 3. Relationships: love 4. Your Last Ex: skinny 5. Power: thirst 6. Marijuana: ew 7. Crack: fail 8. Food: hlove/hate relationships 9. This President: WAAAAAAAAAY better than the last one 10. War: death 11. Cars: vroom 12. Gas Prices: rediculous 13. Halloween: candy 14. Bon Jovi: awful 15. Religion: enabler 16. MySpace: vanity 17. Worst Fear: loss 18. Marriage: fails 19. Fashion: narsicism 20. Brunettes: brown 21. Redheads: red 22: Work: not yet 23: Pass the time: dont waste 24: Football: stupid 25: One night Stands: retarded 26: Pixie Stix: i've had too many 27: Vanilla Ice: douche 29: Porta Potties: disease 30: High school: lonley 31: Pajamas: with the feet 32. Wood: dead trees 33. Surfers: hawaii 34. Picture: film 35. First Love: not sure
current mood: bored
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| Thursday, July 9th, 2009
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9:55 pm
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bored. very bored. hanging out with seth (who just got into town) tomorrow downtown w/ or w/out pugsly. i'm bored and nobody wants to hang out so heres a survey
( survey ) I've gone through a bunch of my graduation present money but i'm getting money for making patches, selling a couple copies of my zine, and then i'm doing a garage sale. I also have been hoarding a bunch of change and i made 3 or 4 necklaces and 2 purse things to sell. I'm gonna start making a bunch of shit again like i planned. at least two things a day.
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| Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
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1. Something purple within 5 feet of you: a CD case 2. The sexiest item of clothing you own: my longjohns. deffinitely sexy. 3. Your nails were last painted: i'm not sure, red? 4. The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave? food 5. How much Japanese do you know: a couple really common words 6. Do you look good in yellow? it depends 7. Do you sing? as a joke 8. Ever danced naked in front of a crowd? no that would be dumb 9. Do you spit? yeah 10. Is your hair long enough to chew on? i think so 11. Least favorite color? pastel colors 12. Ever had Dippin' Dots? yeah 13. Ever played an instrument? yeah, are you joking? 14. Ever had a H2O massage? no 15. Do you believe in Big Foot? no 16. Ever been to a palm reader: no 17. Last Pez dispenser you purchased? no 18. Have you had sex in your current car? no 19. Did you have a good weekend? no 20. Current yearning? to be employed 21. Have you ever had a black eye? no 22. How is today going for you? awkward 23. Any plans for tonight? sew 24. Ever photograph something that was dead? yeah 25. Are you ready for Thanksgiving? no it's june. 26. Ever given someone a Full-Body oil massage? yeah, he walked for over 7 hours nostop in the rain with an asshole, it was the least i could do 27. Do you find the Smurfs sexy? hell yes 28. Current disappointment: i'm not the only one still awake
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| Friday, June 26th, 2009
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6:23 pm - stuff
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Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you? yeah, i dont know if i believe it anymore
What's wrong with you right now? alot of stuff
Do you truly hate anyone? i extremely dislike a lot of people
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it? yeah, like that doesn't happen?
Would you share your drink with a stranger? no
What are you listening to? nothing right now
Who did you last talk to on the phone? seth
Last person to comment you? not sure
What color are your eyes? green
When is your birthday? may 1
How often do you hold back what you want to say? frequently
What are you doing tomorrow? probably nothing, i have no idea
Would you ever get a tattoo? yes!
Can you read other peoples expressions? yeah
Will tomorrow be good? probably not
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to? no?
Is anything bothering you? yeah
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? that was awkward and it felt weird.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone? yeah
What are you most anxious/excited for? i'm not sure, college i guess
Whats your favorite drink? it varies
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh? no that would be awful.
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life? it could be better
What was the last thing that made you laugh really hard? i dont remember
Whats the last thing you had to drink? peach nectar
Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess, and still feel comfy? yeah
Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail? no really
Do you blow dry your hair? no
Who knows your secrets? a couple people
What did you do today? made 2 necklaces, went to the dry cleaning, grocerie shopped, got movies
Can you see a stuffed animal from where you're sitting? no
Do you straighten your hair? yes
Has a good friendship ended recently that you wish had not? not that i can think of
Does anyone call you babe or baby? yeah
Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted? no
Do you like being home alone? yes and no
Does it bother you when people spell your name incorrectly? alittle. it's not really that hard.
Will you be in a relationship in the next month? maybe
Do you argue with people often? not really
Drifting away from anyone? it feels like it
What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother? "ok?"
Have you hugged anyone in the past 72 hours? yeah
Where is your number one person on your friends list? i dont know
Who did you spend at least two hours with today? no body
Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone? sure
Have you ever lost a close friend? kind of
Do you act differently around the person you like? not really, but i've been feeling like i have to lately
Someone says to you now, "lets go to a party and get trashed!" you say? are you retarded? did you forget who i am?
Will you be sleeping alone tonight? probably
Any plans for next weekend? no
Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? sure
Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? i think the population is generally moderately retarded
What woke you up today? waking up
Anything good happening tomorrow? i dont know
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you? yeah
Do you put pictures/icons in your survey posts? no?
Would you buy $1000 shoes if they were the "perfect" pair for you? fuck that i would never spend that much on anything at one time
Do the last two movies you watched have anything in common? i'm not really sure, i dont remember what i watched last
Are you more laidback or perfectionest? a bit of both, mostly laidback
Are you chatting with anyone online now? no
Is your mouse the same color as your computer/ laptop? yeah
Who's birthday is coming up? annas
Do you own any gadgets that are touch-screen or touch-pad? no
When's the last time you deliberately skipped a class? i'm not really sure
Last time you saw snow? in the winter
Your boyfriend/ girlfriend isn't around but their phone is, do you look through it? no thats retarded, i wouldn't want them doing that eventhough i have nothing to hide from them anyway.
What if they went through yours? see above
What will you be doing in the next 2 hours? being at the mall, making sstuff
What happened at 10am? i was passed out.
What is worse, physical or emotional pain? why? both are awful. but i hate emotional pain the most.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week? yeah
How late did you stay up last night and why? 3 or 4 ish
Who sits in front of you in your third period class? that doesnt happen anymore
Does your password have to do with a guy? no
current mood: weird
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| Tuesday, June 16th, 2009
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9:43 pm - jjytjytjtf ut kguh lkfy
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1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? somebody wanting to hang out
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? yeah
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? listener
4. Do you take compliments well? yeah
5. Do you play Sudoku? no
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? probably not
7. Do you like to ride horses? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? no
9. What was your favorite game as a kid? stuff i played with my grandma
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married? I would tell them to fuck off and that I have more dignity and respect than to wreck a relationship
11. Have you lied to get out of a date? not that i can recall
12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? it depends
13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? eh...
15. Do any songs make you cry? kinda
16. Are you continuing your education? yes
17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? fuck guns
18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? my bag, it has EVERYTHING i NEED in it (which is very minimal)
19. How often do you read books? every now and then
20. Do you think more about the past, present or future? present and near future
21. What is your favorite children's book? i dont know
22. What color are your eyes? green
23. How tall are you? 5'3"?
24. Where is your dream house located? In that fancy area before the brigdges downtown
25. Do you have a secret fetish? no, if i did why would i tell everyone about it
26. Have you tried sushi? i love sushi
27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth? yes
28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden? for brad's graduation
29. When was the last time you were at Church? ?
30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today? the college.
31. Who's your bestfriend? not sure
32. Do you like mustard? not by itself?
33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat? if it's really good food, then eat
34. Do you look like your mom or dad? both
35. How long does it take you in the shower? it depends on how long i stay in, it varies
36. Can you do the splits? no
37. What movie do you want to see right now? alot
38. If you could fast forward your life, would you? i dont know
39. What did you do for New Year's? I was at a show
40. Do you think The Grudge was scary? the first time i saw it
41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls? no
42. Do you own a camera phone? yeah
43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers? no
44. Was your mom a cheerleader? are you retarded? oh you must not have met my disabled mother. hahahaha
45. What's the last letter of your middle name? R
46. Do you like your middle name? sure
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? It varies
48. Do you like care bears? no
49. What do you buy at the movies? candy and soda unless i smuggle something in
50. Do you know how to play poker? no clue
51. Do you wear your seatbelt? yes
52. What do you wear to sleep? whatever it most convenient
53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown? yeah
54. How many meals do you eat a day? i dont "meal" i just eat when i'm hungry
55. Is your tongue pierced? no
56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace? not yet
57. Do you read myspace bulletins? sometimes
58. Do you like funny or serious people better? it depends
59. Ever been to L.A.? no
60. Did you eat a cookie today? no
61. Do you use cuss words in other languages? no
62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads? i take them
63. Do you hate chocolate? no i love chocolate
64. What do you and your parents fight about the most? not sure
65. Are you a gullible person? not realy
66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy? no
67. If you could have any job what would it be? i would just make stuff all of the time
68. Are you easy to get along with? yeah
69. What is your favorite time of day? night
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| Tuesday, May 26th, 2009
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10:55 pm
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Who is the next person you'll hold hands with? brad
Do you sleep with the TV on? i dont have a tv in my room
Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? the little lunch cartons
What did you do today? school, take a walk
Do you think you're old? no
How fast can you type? not sure, fairly fast
Are you afraid of the dark? not generally
Eye color? green
Do you like your life right now? sure
When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? not sure
Do you knock on wood? no
Are you drinking anything right now? water
Do you have good vision? yeah
How many kids do you plan on having? 0
Do you want to get married? no
How often do you talk on the phone? not a lot
What are you thinking right now? how bored i am
Do you own a night light? kind of
What song's in your head right now? annihilation-crucifix
What are you doing next weekend? i'm not sure
Plans for today? go to sleep/read in bed
What's your middle name and why? nicole....my dad's middle name is nicolas
Name some places you've gone on vacation. canada, hawaii, florida, bostin
Nose ring or tongue ring? nose
What was the last thing you hid? i have no idea
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? yes
If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with, who? i dont know
When will your next kiss be? soon?
Did you ever like someone you know you shouldn't have? yes
Who was the last guy you had a conversation with? brad?
Do you plan on moving out within the next year? no
Have you kissed your #1 on myspace? no
Last person you told a secret to? brad probly
What are you listening to at the moment? nothing yet
Did you ever date the last person you kissed? i'm dating him now
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? getting ready for school
What color shirt are you wearing? plaid
What are you doing tonight? thins
How many profile views do you have? i'm not sure
Can you leave the house without makeup? yes
What do you want? for it to be next wednesday!!!
Who knows a dark secret or two about you? a few close friends
When was the last time you saw someone attractive? when i walked into your mom's room
Do you have any plans for the weekend? not really
What do you always take with you? phone and wallett
Last time you talked to your number two? a couple days ago in person, a couple hours ago texting
Is there someone you will never forget? yes
What was the first thing you did when you woke up? rolled outta bed
How are you right now? bored
Do you currently have a hickey? no
Are you gonna get high later? no
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? no
What are you tired of? having no job
Who was the first person you talked to today? mom
How late did you stay up last night? 3:30?
What will you be doing in 3 hours? sleeping i hope
Have you ever been called heartless? no
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? yes
Is there something right now that has you worried? yes
How old were you when you got your first piercing? 13 i think
Do you have feelings for anyone? very strong ones
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10:11 pm - Amebix played in PDX!!
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That was probably the best show I've been to thus far.
Lebanon wasn't that great sounding but they did pretty good
Nux Vomica was amazing! I bought their split 7" with Kakistocracy, a patch, and a sticker
Poison Idea i've seen about 6 times and I'm really tired of them playing every single show i attend pretty much, never really "dug" them so much but their set was the better set out of the ones i've seen
Amebix blew me away. Enough said. Brad and I stood in front then I spotted Tekiah and brought her over to where I was. I was getting really hot and didn't have anythign to drink so when they did their encoure, I didn't really want to be there anymore because I was parched and feeling crappy but I stayed and I was fun.
( crappy cellphone pix )
I am graduating on the 2nd!! And I'm going to this overnight graduation party thing
Lots of shows coming up like Instant Asshole/Toe Tag, etc & Witch Hunt & Magrudergrind/Phobia/Unholy Grave
Going to Canada in July having some garage sales and selling shit so I have money for Canada
So much has been going on and there's so much I'm looking Forward to
Besides the Amebix I went and stayed in a cabin in the mountains with Brad and his parents it was really fun actually
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| Thursday, April 23rd, 2009
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10:39 pm - Dear Secret Admierer,
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How did it all begin? awkwardly, we were both alittle shy Where did you meet? school When did you meet? not sure, it was at lunchtime though Was it love at first sight? i thought he was the cutest boy i'd ever seen but no, not love how old were you both? me: 16 him: 15 When did you have your first kiss? my hallway Where was your first date? technically it was to the pumpkin patch How long until you met the parents?not long at all, we went to the pumpkin patch with his mom When was it official? oct. 7ish, i just remember it was a friday and it was before halloween
The good... Whats your happiest memory of him? we add on to good memories all the time Whats the sweetist thing he has ever done for you? there's alot but once he picked out apumpkin for me, another time he layed with me and brought me stuff when i was sick Does he buy you lots of gifts? no Whats your favorite thing to do together? go to the beach, go downtown, go to shows, go record shopping, sit at home and talk for a long time, everything i guess When did you know you were falling in love? i just felt it i guess, i'm not really sure but when it happened i knew it Who said I love you first? it was mutual Is it true love? i would say so How do you know this? that's a whole other discussion
The bad... Whats his worst habit?forgetting we had plans and not calling me What annoys you about him? eh, idk, theres stuff but... Has he ever hurt you badly? he's made me cry but he's not really wrecked me Would he ever cheat? i really hope not Has he ever cheated? see above Do you trust him? mostly
The ugly.... Best facial feature? eyes Favorite part of his body? all of it Hair colour? blonde What does he smell of? it really depends, but its definitely his smell Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head? that smile and some grubby band shirt i gave him, it differs How do you feel when he holds you? happy, its hard to explain, its a very specific kind of happy How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms? i'm not sure, but it's a good feeling How does it feel when he touches you? see above Does his touch give you goose bumps? uh.. Does he kiss your neck? no he throws up on it *sarcasm*....i'm not going to answer these next two. Your tummy? see above Your forehead?i'm not going to talk about the places he kisses me, besides the fact that no one cares, its private and not anyone business Could you be without him? i'd live but i dont want to, it would be really really hard Do you think about him constantly when your apart? no, but frequently. if somethign reminds me of him or he just happens to come up in a thought, memory, or conversation. How long have you been together? 1.5 years approximately Can you see a future together? sure Would you like to get married? no, i dont believe in marriage Have children? i dont think about that Where can you see your relationship in a years time? more evolved 5 years time? i couldn't really say Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you? no but it feels right, like it's where i belong and he's who i belong with and thats all i care about How do you know this? see above Are you scared he might find someone better? sometimes i worry Is he your best friend as well as your lover? in many ways Does he come first over everyone else in your life? in some aspects Would you die for him? no, id take him out of danger so wed both be safe Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together? there's no funniest thing ever, but lots of funny things come up all of the time Say something that only you two understand: invisible harmonica Do you have nick names for each other? kind of Does he make you laugh? yes Do you wrestle? whenever we listen to Dahmer Is he tickelish? yes Are you? yes
His Favorites... Food? i'm not really sure, oh. PIE is one Drink? mountain dew Sport? he doesnt do them i don think Past time? video games, smoking, hanging out Animal? his little dog in vancouver Aftershave? he doesnt use it Clothing style? whatever, lots of black, band shirtrs, jeans Band? municipal waste, spazz, infest, siege, ghoul Music? stuff like the bands above
Your things.... Song? dont really have one DVD?see above Place to hang out? wherever, we make everywhere enjoyable Meal to cook together? pie, pancakes, baked goods type stuff
Lasts... Time you saw him? last night Kissed him? see above
When will you... See him again?soon Speak to him again? tomorrow maybe Tell him you love him again? soon
Have you ever? Spent the night together? yeah Celebrated a holiday together? pretty much every major holiday yeah Met his parents? yes Had naughty time? you're dumb Made him cry? i don tthink so, i hope not Done anything spontaneous together? yeah
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| Thursday, January 29th, 2009
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10:49 pm - valentines day survey
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Do you like anyone? i love them dearly
Are you flirty? no
Are you a player? NO
Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends? yep
Do you want a valentine? i would like that, and i'm pretty sure i am
Are you SINGLE? no
Do you prefer group dates or single ones? single
Would you kiss light or makeout sessions? kissing is nicer for general purposes
Do you like cuddling up while watching a movie? yes
Any plans for valentines day? see friday the 13th, do valentine's dayish things
What's the best valentines day present for a girl? well, for me: what he already gives me daily: love
For a guy? for "him" same im sure
What is special about the day? um, romancyness, hearts, chocolate, that kind of stuff
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
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8:53 pm - stuff
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What are the chances of getting with the person you like? we're already together
What if you had a baby with the last person you texted? that wouldn't happen, sorry
If your ex said they hate you, you say? "whatever, we all know you dont, jackass"
Name something you are doing tomorrow? school, homework
When was the last time you had Starbucks? a while ago
What are your favorite color(s)? green, purple, orange, black
Are you named after anyone? no
Anything you want to ask someone? yeah
What is on your bed right now? bed stuff, jacket, ipod, phone charger
Where were you last night at midnight? in my bed
Who was the last person you gave your number to? i guess christian counts
What are you excited about? getting done with school
Do you drink bottled water? sometimes
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? i hope so
LAST THING:
Movie: pumpkinhead
Phone Call: mom i think
CD Played: antischism
Shower: a couple days ago
Time You Cried: i dont really know
Have You's:
Dated someone twice? no
Bought condoms: yes
Lost Someone: yes
Things You Did In The Past Three Days: Got Drunk: no
Eaten Cheese: maybe
So Far in '09: Laughed Until You Cried: yes
Who Is The Best Hugger You Know: bard
Do You Believe In Love At First Sight: no
Is your bed against more than one of your walls? no
Have you ever been attracted to someone's parent? no, ew, fuck that
Do you currently have feelings for anybody? yes
Would you ever kiss your best friend's boyfriend/girlfriend? no, sorry, not that big of an asshole
Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends? yes
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours? yes
Who can you blame for your mood today? myself
Three days from now will you be in a relationship? yes
THREE things you wish you had.
1. a job
2. more records
3. to be done with school
Have you kissed any friends on your top friends? yes
Do you fall for people easily? not really
Would you ever become a vegetarian? i stopped eating red meat like 3 years ago
Who was the last person you hugged? i dont know, my dad?
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| Sunday, December 21st, 2008
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1:49 am - snowtime!
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it is snowing outside alot it has been all week later i might post a picture of my dog in the snow, for no reason other than to spark up my lj. and maybe some artsey-fartsey photo of snowy-things
and because i'm 44% asshole, i am going to post up a survey
stayed single almost the whole year? no
kissed someone new? not from last year, i'm only 44% asshole
done something you've regretted? no and yes
lost someone? not really no part of me maybe
cut class? yes
were involved in something you'll never forget? yes
visited a different country? no :[
cooked a gross meal? no
lost something important to you? alittle of my integrity and most of my sanity
got a gift you adore? not so much i like my boots though, i like thems alot
tripped over a coffee table? no
dyed your hair? no :[ but i WILL before new years
came close to losing your life? no
went to a party? well, family parties, birthday parties, other than that i don't party
read a great book? YES
saw one of your favorite bands/artists live? no
2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? uh, not really
Did you dislike anyone? yes
Did you grow apart from anyone? yeah
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? not really but kind of
2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake? yes
Did you have a party? a small tiny one
Did you get any presents? yes, they were very nice
2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? yes
Did you change your style? yes
Were you in school? yes
Did you get good grades? yes
Did you have a job? no :{
Did you drive? yes
Did you own a car? no
Did anyone close to you give birth? no
Did you move at all? no
Did you go on any vacations? yes :]
Would you change anything about yourself now yes
2008 WRAP UP:
Was 2008 a good year? it was pretty good, it really could have been better though
Do you think 2009 will top 2008? i really really hope it will
I confess that in 2008 I... () stayed single for the whole year () kissed in the snow (x) celebrated Halloween () had my heart broken () mooned someone (x) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) someone questioned your sexual orientation () came out of the closet () gotten pregnant ( ) had an abortion (x) done something you've regretted
OTHER
(x) painted a picture () wrote a poem (x) ran a mile () shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch (x) posted a blog on MySpace () visited a foreign country () cut in a line of waiting people (x) told someone you were busy when you weren't () partied to celebrate the new year () cooked a disastrous meal () lied about how old you were () prank called someone
In 2008 I...
[] broke a promise [] fell out of love [x] a little white lie..or a joke.
[x] lied [] cried over a broken heart [] disappointed someone close [x] hid a secret [x] pretended to be happy [] slept under the stars [] kept your new years resolution [] forgot your new years resolution [] met someone who changed your life [] met one of your idols [x] changed your outlook on life [x] sat home all day doing nothing [x] pretended to be sick [] left the country [] almost died [] given up on something/someone important to you [] lost something expensive [x] learned something new about yourself [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it [x] made a change in your life [x] found out who your true friends were [] met great people [x] stayed up til sunrise [x] cried over the silliest thing [x] had friends who were drifting away from you [] had a high cell phone bill [] spent most of your money on food [] had a fist fight [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s) [x] gotten sick [] liked more than 5 people at the same time [/] became closer with a lot of people
wasn't that AWESOME?
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| Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
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10:55 pm - another survey
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If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you get? not alot at all, unless i lad on somthing or landed in a way that hurt me somehow
Is this the best year of your life? no not really
Who pissed you off today? general people
Who was the last person to text you? alex
What did you last drink? pommegranet 7up
Are you good at hiding your feelings? no
Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex? not really
Who knows you the best? me
Who is the last person that flirted with you? probably some random weird old guy
Anyone on your mind? yep
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? kind of
When was the last time you played Monopoly? a long time ago
Would you go back in time if you had the chance? yeah
Is there anything silver near you? my spoon????
Have you ever kissedd anyone who's name started with a D, J, or C ? no
Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap? eh, yeah
Last night you felt? lonely, bored, alittle sad
Last person you talked to on the phone? alex
Last time you were confused? most of the time
Do you have any plans for tomorrow? no, i have stuff i'd like to do though
What shirt are you wearing? sweater
Do you get along with girls? yeah
How old do you want to be when you have kids? i have no idea
What makes you laugh no matter what? not sure, weird noises, randomness
What do you dislike at the moment? i really want to bake something but i dont think we have the stuff i need in order to bake it
Would you change yourself for the person you love? no, sorry
When did you last cry? a couple days ago
Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE? yes
Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it? not really no
Do you really think ex's can be friends? yes
If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? parts of it .
Is there anything you can't stop thinking about? yeah
Are you worried about anything? yeah
Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon? yes
What was your last purchase? xmas gifts
Do you trust all of your friends? no
Are you taller than 5'5'? no
Would you chase after someone who walked away from your life? no, if the walked away, they're not worth my time
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? i hope so
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| Monday, December 15th, 2008
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1:04 am - :(
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today sucked everyone bagged out on me so i went & played in the snow with boots for 5 minutes which sucked so i went inside waited for SOMEBODY to show up for 3 hours...that didnt happen so i said fuckit, put on my pjs, took a shower, watched a movie, cleaned my room, played videogames, and now i'm on LJ
Could you see yourself with someone forever? that would be nice
Have you been to hooters? no
Do you get along with your bestfriends boyfriend/girlfriend? yes, we are friends bot austin and ashley
Do you know anyone who's having a baby? no
Have you ever been called heartless? not those exact words
Do you think you've made a difference in anyones life? i hope
Name something you're doing tomorrow? sleep
When was the last time you had starbucks? a couple days ago
Do you sleep on your stomach? yes
What are you listening to? nothing
Are you ticklish? yes
Do you crack your knuckles? yes
Who was the last person to give you a hug? mom
Are you in a good mood? not at all
Are you excited for something? no
Is there someone you can trust 100%? yes
Last person you said "I hate you" to? dont know
Do you like your bed? yes
What were the last words you said to your dad? i dont remember
What did you do last Saturday? get ready for today...not worth it at all because today didnt even fucking happen
What woke you up this morning? text from brad
Is tomorrow going to be a good night? i fucking hope so
Who was the last person you rode in a car with besides family? family
Who do you wish you were with right now? anyone
Who was the last person who left you a comment? i cant remember
How did you and your number 2 become friends? school...we know where that went :]
Who was the last person you cried in front of? brad
Do you fall for people easily? no and yes
Do you forgive or forget? it depends, mostly both
What are you thinking about right now? how much today blew how bored i am how lonely i am how not tired at all i am how i fucking have nothing better to do than surveys....it's pretty unsettling
What time did you go to bed last night? i dont know 11ish
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